Friday, March 26, 2010
Crap- did I really sign up for this??
Ok so I have been going to school now for 2 months- and it is already so draining. I have 2 dang years left - I am not sure some days that I will make it another month- It is so hard to leave your kids 5 nights a week when your not even use to having them out of your sight for 1 day- I am gone every night from 5 - 9-30ish p.m. I am grateful to see them all day and to be home with them all day, but I never- and I really mean hardly ever never see mike- It is the hardest part. I leave 45 min. after he gets home and i see him to put the kids to bed. then I have friday nights home... and what do you know- he works friday nights- I am hoping one day it will end and will all be worth it, but it is really hard in the moment- I really do feel blessed to be at home with my kids though and not have to work a busy job while I go to school- I do work one night a week to keep my CNA license and then go to school mon.-thurs. so we really take full advantage of our only day together as a family -that is saturday and 1/2 the day sunday- I am glad I got into the program, but it's very wearing- any advice people??? anyway, that is all that is happening lately in our busy little life's- I have discovered we are a work hard- play hard kind of family- and I am looking for the little ray of sunshine at the end of a long 2 year tunnel- that just lets me play hard- and not so much work- Bring on the sunshine!
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sorry it's so tough right now, but it will be worth it in the end I promise. david has been in school since before I met him and I'm starting to see the end of the tunnel and it's not even me going, but I know it will be worth it. I just don't know what will do when he doesn't have to go. Anyway good luck. Love ya.
Did You call for sunshine? Here I am ha ha ha just kidding! Ash we look at your little family in complete admiration for all you do and are doing to help your little family be better! I don't know of better parents in the whole world and You and Mike are so good together just give it all the best in the time you have together and you will be blessed! Soon you will look back and be at the end of your 2 years being grateful you did it... and together :) You're sunshine is here sweets and you're AMAZING! Love You! Just keep doing it one day at at time until the sun is here to stay :)
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